How much does a human life worth? Hail capitalism.
Mom cried again yesterday morning as i predicted. don't know if this is a good idea to write about this. it hurts to recall it. Dad died recently. i shared 50% of his genes & 100% his looks. He used to say he was more handsome :P whenever someone gave me a compliment. Great hanging out w/ Lily (Yan Yan) & t yesterday. I miss those trips to London acting like a kid. all of a sudden i have 2 be in charge. I have 2 become an adult.

All of a sudden i was alone w/ Mom. I still haven't shown anyone the CSI pix i took of my Dad.

I had to protect Mom from everything --

*Starting this skinny Chink blocking a little lady (Mom) from going back to the room so she could not see the transporter taking away his body roughly.

*Prevent the whole neighborhood from coming over to ask her what happened to Dad.
*Protect her from the thief that came in dressed as a ConEd guy.
*Prevent the business partner who killed my Dad from stealing any more of her money.
*Wheel her every nite to the sofa after her falls asleep on her desk in the office.
Take off her glasses & cleans her partial.
Make sure she has enough soy, vit B-12 and folic acid

I didn't have time to reflect. I happened I walked passed by a cinema that was showing My Blueberry Nights. It's not the best WKW flick but i took someone lovely there to see it for the second time. Natalie Portman's Dad didn't get to say goodbye to her Dad also in the flick. I cried for the 1st time in my adult life in the dark.

My bro put on "a Beautiful Mind." made me tear coz i have 2 bros that are 2 smart.

These days I have been figuring out how much did Dad's business partner steal. I guess that's how much a human life is worth.